Addict Sa 'Yo

I first saw you five years ago. Back then, I never really paid too much attention, since I am currently (and deeply) involved with someone else. I’ve always been a loyal and dedicated player you know. When I am engaged (although I do look around still, try other options once in a while) I never get deviated. So we never get to know each other well then.

You came into my life again this year. I can’t recall exactly how, but I just realized one day, I am all over you now. When I wake up, I can’t wait to go to work just to be with you. Work breaks are always exciting now since they are excuses for me to spend longer time with you. When I leave the office, I look forward to our evening encounters.

Yes, I always anticipate our evening encounters. It is the time that you and I can finally be alone. No more distractions, no more limitations. Just the two of us, enjoying each other’s company, stimulating ourselves with our intense and paroxysmal interchange of words and passions. Your last words either linger or haunt me to sleep, depending on how we part ways that night. God, those were blissful days.

But I almost lost you once. Someone else claimed to be your queen. Those were tormenting days for me. Moreso because that person is a friend of mine. I’ve seen you with her. You seems to favor her more than me. It really pains me seeing her reigning over you. After all we've been through. I felt betrayed.

I tried to forget you, get you out of my system. But it is hard. I want you back. I still believe we are really meant to be together. So I went back to communicating with you. I was persistent. That is always how I am. When I want something, I don't stop working till it is mine. Gratefully, after several contacts, you finally conceded saying, “Ok, I will give 'US' a second chance. Let us do a trial run this time. Let’s see where it gets us”.

We have surmounted that trial run stage now. I can see you now whenever I want. No more limits. Of course, there are still those other parties trying to win you over. But I don’t care anymore. I know I have touched you in ways they never will. With that I am content.

We still keep our nightly encounters. Each one exciting beyond any seven-letter word can describe. But God, it is indeed a hard relationship to keep. You still dump me sometimes even for the slightest mistake. But I still cling on. Because I think I am now totally addicted to you.

K’s Choice have just the right words for how I feel about you.

Breathe it in and breathe it out

And pass it on, it's almost out

We're so creative, so much more

We're high above but on the floor

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive

If you don't have it you're on the other side

The deeper you stick it in your vein

The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain

I'm in heaven, I'm a god

I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive

If you don't have it you're on the other side

I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

I'm not an addict...

Or am I?

I went all the way coming up with this letter for you, I guess I really am addicted to you...TEXT TWIST.